Each Initiate has their own journey. If the seeker cannot access the Light, then they should look to their hearts and wonder why:-

1) Am I too greedy for the Light and not letting everything unfold in its own time?

2) Do I feel unworthy?

3) When I sit to meditate, am I always open for whatever happens?

4) Is there something on my mind that needs to be addressed?

We all bring something to the table, so to speak: it is impossible to be completely neutral. A pure, clear, giving seeker who just wants to let go of their troubles, will be the one who gets the most from this amazing journey